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TIRED

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 07:43:25 GMT

think age is really catching up with me...
can't really work and study and play at the same time...
making me so tired...
making me so restless at work or in class...
making me even feel like slacking at home... in my cosy room and comfortable bed...
hahahaha...

and i think TV & internet make wonders to a person's life!!!
when i really hafta stay home, i think my only savivor is TV & Internet!!!
without them, i don't how bored my life, or i, can be!!!

and again, i think i'm getting more and more sick of my work...
isst my problem???
but a few lecturers had mentioned, when one feel like leaving the current job means one had lost interest in his/her job... OR his/her job no longer satisfy her...
so maybe i fall under this category??

actually benefits wise, my current company offered the BEST among all companies i had worked for....
but then, the areas of works....................................................... *dunno wt to say*
there are of coz happy and satisfying things/days...
but there were also alot of super unhappy, unlucky, unfortunate days with the suppliers, the customers, the shipping agents etc...
even internally in the office also have!!!

it's only 2years and i already feel like leaving....
i think it can be my problem too...
but not possible to reflect own's problem... since one always think/find themselves right...
hahahahahahahaha...

QUAKE in Singapore

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 09:12:25 GMT

the quakes laz evening and another this morning is really making me tensed...

maybe because both incidents happened to be i'm in the office...

21st floor is not a game!!!

i can feel it's really shaking!!!

the blinds are moving, some colleagues's calendar dropped, some colleagues screamed...

these are acts that i had never seen...

feeling real frightened and worried...

and it traumatised me till now...

even as i am blogging this, i feel giddy...

hallucinating it as "quake" again...

feelings sucks!!!

SINGAPORE 2009 F1 CONCERT

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:33:50 GMT

Location: Singapore Fort Canning Park
Sept 24 - Jacky Cheung, A-Mei, Sodagreen, Da Mouth
Sept 25 - ZZ Top, Simple Minds, NERD
Sept 26 - Beyonce, Black Eyed Peas

Hmmmm.... my friend is a supportive fan of A-Mei at the KTV room and had "jio" me to go since i like Da Mouth....
shall i??
hehehe... next day still hafta work... now OLD le... plus stay further from workplace... don't really like to stay out late after work...
remember there's one time (after work) i went out with Christal and 9+pm, i had already told her "so late le!!! and we had only finished shoppings w/o dinning yet leh!! how how how..."
i remembered i freak her out... hahahahaha
but really got great difference lah... moroever, she work in the afternoon...

looking forward to a real fun & cool japanese dinner on upcoming Wednesday!!!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:54:04 GMT

departing for 3D2N Bangkok on Saturday EARLY morning...
yet i had been sick for the past few days...
running nose - nose infection - nose swollen - sore throat - mense cramp...
it's so far the most terrible pre-holidays sickness that i had!!!

running nose i wasn't really afraid initially since i have lotsa running nose tablets at home...
it's when it started to pain and bleeds sometimes that frightened me...
went to see doctor then realised it's infection and inside is actually swollen...
that's when i got worried and frightened and determined to rest well before i could get myself back to my office desk...
who knows here comes the sore throat!!
i guessed it's partly the "you tiao" that i had for breakfast on thursday morning...
no coffee but green tea to go with....
isst a weird mixture?
anyway, whatever!

Started on my assignment3 after the breakfast... medicines took effect around 12? so i took a nap till 2+, woke and realised my throat is dry!!! so worried that i drink 1 full cup of plain water at 1 mouth!!!
and sucked a lozenges after the drink....
5+ and it's still dry!!
this time worse!! couldn't really talk... coz my phone rang, *facial reminder.... i forgotten to call and cancel due to my MC.* so when i wanted to speak up, i realised my throat is dry and pain...

sucked another lozenges and was MSN-ing with my classmates about the assignment, suddenly a colleague nudge me on MSN and asked me sth... updated her my sickness and she encouraged me to extend MC... if not, tmr back to office, sure to get sick again...
upon hearing that, i somehow TOTALLY AGREED...
hence decided to see the doctor....

IDIOTIC DOCTOR!!! due to the crowds at the clinic, i was randomly picked into the not-yesterday-that-doctor's room!!!
this doctor is sucksssssssss...
ya, it's ugly and hilarious but i still wanna blog...
i entered the room, he wasn't in.... but the nurse did told me to "wait inside the room"...
less than a minute, he appeared... asked me what happened...
told him so then...
when he took my heartbeat, he farted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i didn't think it's funny so i didn't laughed or got surprised... *maybe waited long plus clinic is rather packed*
i was expressionless.... and he continued taking my heartbeat behind me....
NO ONE WORD OF "Excuse Me" or "Sorry"...
Hello? U are a doctor!! U studied for yearsss and got yourself a Doctor Lisence...
so where's the BASIC MANNERS!?

back to his seat, he examined my throat...
ice-cream stick and torchlight ready.
but he was too violence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he pressed hard on my tongue with the ice-cream stick!!!
actually my throat was so dry that i couldn't open my mouth...
but i know i have to since doctor need to examine...
YET never did i expect such a violence action happened!!!
i need to shout "Arhh!" then he released the ice-cream stick!!!!!!!!
he even asked me "very pain your throat?"
broken english + dunno why i shouted "Arhh!"
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! *fainted*
and i really gave him an annoyed look....
somehow i feel he is a temporary doctor so i did not intend to tell the nurse or write the feedback form...

anyway, tmr is my laz day to "get-well-soon" before i depart for my shopping spree!!!
REST MORE, DRINK MORE WATER, EAT ONLY BREAD!!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 17:11:40 GMT

it's late yet i still couldn't fall asleep...
rather worried...
i wanna learn to sleep early before i go for my short getaway next week!!!
i don't wanna get insomnia in the hotel and making myself tired the next day...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 20:22:12 GMT

despite my tiredness and a promise to practice turn in early, i had a great enthusiam to blog tonight...

just went bowling with classmate...
it's weird though.. hahaha.. as in, coz today is Saturday and i suppose to go school but i didn't...
i'm used to seeing classmates on lesson days, so when they called me up to bowl, i was dilemma...
obviously i would wanna bowl on a Saturday night!! but reasons being, their time was early, and also it's my first time bowling with non-friends... rather awkward... :p

really thanks to the cosplay and dunno why the hell eHub! is so packed today!!
our meetup was 8.30pm...
but since my bro-inlaw is going out, i decided to take free ride from him as i am carrying my own ball...
thus i was the first to arrive..
gotta a queue number 118... where the CURRENT next queue number is 72...
meaning, 40 over people are waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is really crazy...
hence i gave them a call...
apparently the one staying at Tanah Merah has not left the house and upon hearing me telling him the waiting time can be hours, he asked if i mind he withdraw...
initally, i tot of saying i mind... BUT i know another classmate is already on her way thus i told him, it's ok that he withdraw at this moment.. *i'm a good person right? ALWAYS allow people to play me out laz-min*

May was late coz she got down at Wild-Wild-Wet bus-stop instead of eHub!... so she only to arrive at 9pm... :p
It's ok... Better to be late then to not turn up! :p
As i did not have my dinner yet coz had late lunch and was super full, i asked her to go eat while waiting coz i doubt we can get any lane before 11pm... :p
we sat down for dinner and chatted alot on an unpopular classmate of our's...
shall not elaborate on this as it's just conversations.............

we only got our lane at 12am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the longest bowling lane i ever waited!!!
actually last Saturday, my name was not even paged!! but luckily, Christal saw a friend and we started off at her friend's lane... it was only when we ended the bowling then we realised out name was not paged at all!! hahahaha*

actually i saw him at around 1130pm.....
we were standing at the reception desk to see people bowl...
he suddenly appeared with his friends and was heading to a lane on my left...
secretly peeped, it was Lane3...
i was praying hard to get Lane8 or Lane9... but then, Lane23 or Lane28 was my given choices....
to be honest, if i get Lane8/9, i won't be able to bowl well... drain all the way manz!! hahaha...

i was rather shocked that May is using 10pounds ball..
i asked her "u serious!?"
and she replied "ya!" and telling me 8 and below is for kids!!!
hahahaha!!!
Christal is using 7!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm using personal ball of estimation 9.5pounds...
but the shocking part is because May is small-built size!!! And Wilson is using 10pounds!!!
hahahahahaha
funny world~

we paid for 4games... but 3rd games itself, May was tired... hahaha...
i think it's because she quite long no bowling and she is using 10pounds ball...
i honestly tell her, i would like to have 2 more games... she said i can go ahead and she will rest and look around... hehehe..
so after the 4th game, i went to the recept to extend 2 more games...
as i queued, i was aiming Lane3... hehe..
but can't really spot him... in fact, the area was like so vacant!!!
and suddenly, he passed by my right side to walk towards his lane!!!!!!!!!
i was like "deng deng deng deng!!(x2)"
Bowling FATE!!!

i'm gald i wasn't doing anything silly like eyeing at his lane or that area or doing any actions that is really xxx....
I was just standing straight waiting for the 1 in front to paid his games before i can tell the recept i wanna extend 2 more games.....
upon return, i went to tell May!!!
i didn't even tell Carol about the Bowling Fate and i told May!!!
she laughed and laughed and digested my story while i bowl for the additional 2 games myself...
and she also decided to head to LADIES so that she can pass by Lane3 and take a look at AC...
when she returned, she said "hahaha, not my type, too skinny'
i was like "diao!!!!"
hahahahahahaha
my own 2 extended games, i bowl in a relax and slow pace... coz my figures are tired.. :p
the usual 3 persons and more games switched to 2 persons had an impact plus it was so much faster too... :p
i rest, we talk, we drink, and suddenly he appeared!!! i could saw him walking towards the cafeteria!!! but i dun wanna tell May coz i dunno will she act rashly!!! HAHAHAHA
*cafeteria is right behind us!!!*
after he walked off, i then told May and i got "scolded"...
much more to continue but i am tired now...
even typing i also have errors and keep back-spacing...

i miss blogging!!

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 14:52:19 GMT

many times i wanted to blog but there's always there are things that hold me back...
tonight decided to not online and just any-o-how blog...

yesterday's exam is a disaster to me...
not denying that Mr Pang's lesson is not interesting and most of the classmates had a hard time understand his lessons... and although all of us is glad that he did gave us some exams focus, but it was really too late.. 5days before exam... that is, on Monday...
well, if we are full-time student, that 5days may be enough to read out the focus... but working adults simplys is tough!!
morover, Tuesday itself i was doing assignment and Wednesday i really felt sick... i only managed to start the focus on Wednesday night... and Thursday back to office, LUCKILY, some work were done during my absence...

had dated Christal and Wilson LONG AGO that 4July night must be free for me!!
coz i wanna bowl!! i need to dis-stress for the 5weeks of Purchasing module that i had struggled...
BOWLING is my "best" way to dis-stress.. hehehe...

going to DownTown East Orchid Bowl on a Saturday night had really became something which i look forward too very much...
"scanning" through the bowling centre upon arrival is also one thing that i need to go... hahahahaha...

although my own bowling ball is blue (indigo) in color, a red in color bowling ball had since attracted me... :p

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 13:44:36 GMT

been wanted to do some shoppings eversince i'm stucked with "committments".
FINALLY!!
not really shopeping but went to look around and inly buy things that i need...

recently face super dry... to the extend of peeling...
need to do something to it...
had bought alot of things to heal it back...
masks, hydrating toner, super hydrating moisturizer and even oil base makeup-remover...
there's a brand which i used before and had stopped it due to its high cost...
but now, i think it's time i should use it back for it's excellence results...
but it will take some times since this dryness is quite severe... :(

also, had got myself a new wallet... a wallet which is not expensive after discount...
SALES items... it's GSS now!!! (Great Singapore Sales)
hehehe...

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Wed, 03 Jun 2009 14:36:51 GMT

was super busy at work today yet so many frastruations occurred....
what a day...
but was glad i went to "relax" though...
going shopping had been what i wanted to do eversince the rushing of completion of assignments & the preparation for exams in May...

didn't get to buy any clothes yet still managed to spend $150 in just Tampines...
sxxt!!
but they are something i will buy sooner or later....
having super dry skin & sensitive skin lately...
reason might be the collagen birdnest that i took....
actually i can't eat anything related to collagen...
but the mask on me is ok....
weird!

planned to buy shu umera moisturizer but ended up buying "The Face Shop"... and not only moisturizer, but toner and serum too....
Serene had tried the products and find it good and inexpensive that's why she had strongly encouraged me to give it a try...
indeed inexpensive!
the cost of the 3 things is equivalent to 1 shu umera moisturizer!!
hahaha

shall end here... gotta go do the Accountings assignment la...
sianz!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Sun, 31 May 2009 14:50:38 GMT

it's been real long since i last update myself (my feelings)...
so many things had happened to my life in April & May...
i was really packed with "school" life eversince my course started...
despite the 1st module is Logistics Management, which i thought was suppose to be easy for me, was not, apparently.

not to even mention work life... so many "strange" things happened too...
i wonder isst i'm paranoid or it's just that people do/will change and i should try to give chance to people who changed... (just like if/when i changed better, i also want those who couldn't accept my past, accept my change)

but then, too tremendous change will also scare off me la...
i guess all human being need some time or slowly adapt to changes right?

after 10 lessons, consisting of 5weeks, i finally ended my 1st module on Tuesday and had its examinations on Saturday...
right after the examinations, all i want is shopping actually...
but it's something i can't do though since my exam is in the night...
decided to bowling!!
AND I VERY GLAD THAT I MADE BOWLING AS MY DECISION!!
hahahahahahaha....

in the past, scores is what i care....
after having my own ball, skills is what i care...
but now, none of the above is what i care...
hahahaha
told Christal that i just wanna throw balls to distress but upon arrival, there is nothing to distress, but "crush"...
hehehe...............